Monday, October 12, 2015

Finding Myself at home again......


On August 3rd I moved to Hawaii to go to school at BYU Hawaii. What an experience it has been. But where to begin... I think I will begin with today and then go back a bit and work my way forward.
I began my prayer this morning, being reminded by the spirit that I should pray (I need lots of reminders with all the important things) a simple prayer, but a prayer full of heartache and some anger wondering why I was back home in Oregon again. I have come home from school so many times with depression and anxiety how is it that I can be coming home again when this time I loved the place and the people I was living with, but my body was denying me of peace and joy that I needed from inside.